Bored.. So I write… Today this is as good as it gets
Take off, my weave..I just wanna show you how I look like..how I look like without my remy ;) (yes I’m bored hahhah)
I can’t remember the last time I’ve felt this Lonely.. For those who know me in person know that I tend to try to be full of life.. And my desire to do that lights up when I’m around people… Most don’t know that I struggle with depression, most don’t know that I choose to be unmedicated because I believe that it can be overpowered by love, friendship, life and inspiration, most don’t know my “story”, we all have one I’m not trying to say mine is worse then others… Most don’t know how much I value them, lately I’ve been put in the back burner and what feels like less then second choice.. And I post this here because this blog is not as active as it use to be but still allows me to vent ….when my world becomes small.. What feels like my inside become so uncomfortable, my heart aches, today.. I wanted to call a friend to let them know that lately ive been bummed out.. Then realized I’m not close enough to anyone to do so.. I’ve put effort in so many people ..but still just an acquaintance.
Today I give up tomorrow who knows and the next day after that I simply don’t care